Tonight as I sit down to read others blogs, I'm drained. I feel empty as though I have poured out all that I have. Don't get me wrong I love spending time with my family and friends. Anyone who somewhat knows me knows that I am an extrovert. Strangely and conveniently I married an introvert. I have never really understood the desire to get away by myself to be energized. However, tonight that is what I am craving. No more appointments, no more parties, no more meetings... Nah, that is who I am. The minute they all ended I would make up a reason to have a party. Lets see anyone available for a Groundhogs Day party? Just kidding. I really feel like I have been so consumed by "groups" of people and I'd love some one on one time. Another feeling that is new to me. I have always found safety in numbers. You don't have to be deep or real in a group. As of the last few years I have learned that it is a nice thing for a few people to know you well. Also, I have learned that when I have not taken time out of this maddening schedule to have some serious one on one time with the Lord I remained drained. So hear I am drained and spent and now that I have shared with all of you that I know what to do to make it better...here I am... looking into all of your lives via the blog.
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When you are re-energized let's hang out. Maybe we can get just the "girls" together again. WE need a night of encouragement. I miss you guys. This year has been great but draining (socially speaking) and I need you guys to remind me I'm going to make it.
ReplyDeleteHi! I am so used to the moment by moment play by plays...:0) I feel like we broke up since we aren't spending every moment together... Lets have some "friend" time soon, not "work"time! Love ya!
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