I want to blog

I do. I think about posts all the time. Then when I sit down to type I change my mind or I don't know what to say. I have so much to be thankful for. Yet, I also feel very numb at times. I'm excited about summer, and friendships. I'm trying to purge our house of excess. I also what to do some home maintenance and decorating this summer. So I realize this is all over the place, but that seems to be these days.

Missing my parents

Today I really miss my parents. They had a way of just making things happen. I know this will sound like a spoiled brat, but I didn't hear no very often growing up. Now this made some hard lessons as an adult. But it's true. Dad would always say. let see and then it almost always came to be. After my dad died, my mom took on that roll with my kids. So now as I continue to learn that sometimes the answer is no. I remember that sometimes it can also be not yet. Regardless, I miss them for so many other reasons. This was just the one I was felling at 6 am this morning....